Becoming a mother was the scariest and most beautiful thing I’ve ever experienced.

After over 32 hours of labor, Isla Marie was born. I remember so vividly looking down to see the concerned face on the doctor after Isla was delivered. My heart dropped at the possibility of something being wrong with my baby but as soon as I looked over to see my husband holding her, I knew everything was going to be alright.

That was the first moment I experienced what “motherly love” REALLY means.. I hadn’t even seen her face yet but in that moment, I would’ve given my life for hers.

The next few days after her birth were spent in the NICU and were the hardest days of my life. Seeing her hooked up to so many monitors, IV bags and oxygen tubes broke my heart.

I suffered a 4th degree tear and was hardly able to move but I made sure to be down there with her every single day for as long as possible because not only did she need me, but I needed her.

Being a mother has shown me just how powerful love can be and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. 💜