I get reminded by my scar I had a baby. You laying there wrapped in a burrito was before I held you I just saw them clean you up with tears running on my gown. The pictures of me holding you was the best and worst moment at the same time. Finally got to hold and kiss you and see you and touch you. I didn’t know if I should smile or just cry more. My face was raw. The casket is when I said goodbye when my tears literally dropped on you. That was the last time I would see your precious face. Your casket on that platform was everyone surrounded by you crying as the man was praying over you before you were laid to rest. You in the ground is where we threw flowers on you and said are last goodbyes. Just a few moments later I just stood there as they started putting dirt over you. Me today I built that cross. Took me two days. But today I placed it in the ground. Today I got a card from “you”. Happy Mother’s Day to me. At least I had one Mother’s Day with you but now it’s been two without. I love you.

Happy Mother’s Day everyone are sorry for everyone’s losses.... we’re strong moms and fathers who have to go threw this.

My Kane Aaron