Today wouldve been my first mothers day but that BFP turned out to be a chemical pregnancy. Im sad and my heart is heavy. That was my first and only BFP of the 9 months we had been actively trying. Now here I am 10 days late with almost no symptoms except maybe pelvic ovary twinges or a cramp here and there that doesnt last at all. Its not typical for period symptoms for me. CM is milky white to creamy to stretchy watery. I know im not ovulating because all opks are negative. Period cm usually drys up for me but thats not really happening right now. I tried talking to someone and they just said sometimes when we want something so bad we dream up symptoms... that may be true but I was so sure something was different. Now I just dont know. Ive already cried today and I am trying to keep it together. I just want to have a healthy pregnancy. I was so sure I would wake up to a BFP and get to tell my mom shed be a grandma today on Mothers day but I guess not. I feel like im being written off as someone whos just thinking im feeling things but I know I cant make up my cm or my cervix position (high then to medium). I know these things change throughout the day... I just really could use all the prayers we can get. Please keep us in your prayers so we can finally have the baby we have prayed for. God I am so sad right now. Dpes anyone have any late bfp stories? I got my bfp with my chemical pregnancy day after missed period... im 10 days late and all negatives, cheap tests and first response.

To all the women feeling what im feeling, I am sorry youre down. Dont give up and keep praying. There is power in prayer. I will continue to pray for you ladies.

Update-

5/12/19

Took a really cheap test and got a really faint line! Unfortunately its only picking up on camera right now so I will have to retest again in a few days... but tell me you ladies see it too?! Its barely there but I see it. I think I ovulated alot later then we originally thought.