I currently have a boyfriend, a guy who would do anything in the world for me. I really do care for him, and love him. I just wish I was not selfish at times. I tend to take what I have for granted. If there’s anything I can say it would be just because of the way you’ve been treated in the past does not begin to measure up for what the future has. I think that is just one of my set backs. I’m scared to love, and I’m scared of heartbreak. I really do see myself marrying this guy, and I hope that I get enough strength and courage to fix those places I lack in.