Well today was hard enough as is. I’ve been off birth control over a year and a half, and we have been really trying for a baby over a year now. Last week I started my period, which was difficult enough as it’s two Mother’s days that yet again, I am not a mother. Tonight my husbands brother calls and announces that him and his girlfriend are pregnant. I’m happy for them, but it broke my heart. Is this a jealously thing? Is this normal? I don’t know how to feel, except heartbroken and jealous that we are not pregnant, yet married, and it was so easy for people who weren’t even trying to get pregnant. Please tell me this isn’t an abnormal feeling because I’m not a jealous person but when I heard the news, after we hung up the FaceTime conversation, I lost it. I couldn’t stop crying.