When you’re wrong do you have to talk yourself out of getting even? Do you just get even? Or do you not feel spite at all when someone shits on you? If I’m being honest my heart can be a mf psychotic bitch at times, the things that have came to mind ugh idk why it is this way? I wish I was all love and light, blessed be to all those who hurt you. But nah baby, my mind starts FANTASIZING about sweet, revenge. Ive never gone through with it, ohhhh but I think about it! Then I pray and ask God to soften my heart and all that but still I’m just wondering if I’m the only one whose mind be on some OTHER shit when someone does you dirty?