I really want to marry him, I’ve never viewed marriage as a toxic thing. My parents are happily in love and so are his parents.

We recently did a fun shoot together and his friends teased him that the photos looked like engagement photos. It didn’t bother him he said, but I think it did? I’m 28. And so is he. And I know we make a good team. I just always dreamed of our wedding day. But I don’t think I’ll ever get married if I’m with him... he doesn’t want too. It’s something I have to swallow and just accept and it hurts.