Tomorrow I will be six weeks. I can't stop doubting my body. I am really driving myself crazy.

I rationalize to myself

* not all pregnancies are the same. *every pregnancy will not have the classic symptoms

*spotting in pregnancy is normal

I think if I had never gone through a miscarriage I would count myself blessed not having to deal with symptoms.

At this moment, how I'm feeling, I would give anything for symptoms to rain down on me. Just so I can feel "normal"