Feeling defeated

Cyn • 35yo. Baby #1 due Feb 29, 2020! MC in June '18. 🌈

It's just one of those days. Luckily I've been on a pretty good streak of positivity but today I feel defeated. It's been about 11 months since our miscarriage. 9 months of TTC. Everyone else's pregnancy announcement hurt. Hanging with mommy friends hurt. It's a tough day.