Words of motivation

38 weeks today and needing some words of motivation. I’m at that point where I don’t feel like she’ll ever really be here, and feeling defeated. I started maternity leave this week and have done the bare minimum of keeping the house clean, knowing I should be nesting. I’ve been sleeping not doing much all week because Im a FTM and feel depressed that she’ll never be here.. only a finger tip dilated, not engaged and doctor feels like I’ll have her after 39 weeks for sure. I felt like I would have her tomorrow the whole time, but feeling depressed about that because I KNOW it won’t happen..

Anyone going through similar or has been through similar and can give some words of hope or inspiration? Defeated is definitely the word of the day for me... 😔