I am so tired of waking up exhausted every day feeling trapped. Trapped in this awful body that is always tired and hurting. Trapped in the same old job living paycheck to paycheck. The same old apartment. Trapped in the same old boring toxic marriage that I am holding on to every last shred of hope for. Tired of my husband being lazy and calling off work once a week. Tired of never having time alone. Tired of longing to be with women instead of my husband. I just wish I could rewind time 😓