Hopeless

I feel so hopeless. We live with my in-laws as I can’t work and it’s too expensive to live off one income... my in laws sold the house & my father in law has relapsed on drugs and drinking and isn’t helping look for anywhere to live. My mother in law and I found 2 places that worked perfectly for our family and my FIL ruined it. He caused scenes so we couldn’t get the places. We are basically homeless, jumping from hotel to hotel. We’ve tried looking for people who need roommates but no one wants a baby or animals. I feel so guilty, like a horrible mom. I just want a place to call home.. 😭😭😭😭