I’ve been with my boyfriend for about 3 years we’ve lived together for about 2 and a half , I moved 9 hours away from my hometown to be with him , left my family and friends for him and we’ve been happy ever since but when I moved all my friends basically turned on me and didn’t want to talk to me anymore since I was in a relationship, which sucks because normally it’s “once someone gets in a relationship they leave you for their s/o” but my friends were the ones who left. Anyway, so it’s been about two years since I’ve actually had a friend and it’s so pathetic how when I’m in public at a store and someone is acutely nice to me or I see a group of friends handing out i get pretty down because I wish I had friends even someone to talk to. My boyfriend has always been an outcast so he doesn’t mind but I was always a bit more social I think I just miss the interaction of having communication with someone else or just gossiping about something stupid you know? I think it’s pretty pathetic that I even feel like I have to come out and ask for a friend because I’ve forgotten how to make friends.

Sorry for how long this was, to anyone even reads this.