i’m only 18

hello, i just turned 18 a few days ago and i took a test yesterday and the line looked super faint but i thought i was just looking into it too much. this morning i took a pic of the test because there was an obvious faint line but i don’t know if it’s an evap line or not. this same thing happened in my last pregnancy. i miscarried during the first trimester. it made me realize i wasn’t really ready. i’m so scared now. my parents are going to kill me and my boyfriend said he wouldn’t forgive me if i were to abort. i’m so fucking scared.