feeling depressed, my family had a massive domestic dispute

I went out for dinner to the pub I was meeting my partner there as he just finished work his family was going to the pub as well.

I left to go home after dinner to watch movies, left my partner at the pub with his family.

So I was in bed watching movies with my 10 month old daughter. An my partner gets home he got dropped off by his mum an dad an brother they had all been drinking, my partner got out of the car an him an his brother had started to wrestle it ended up on the ground .. my partner was asking his brother to stop please I don’t like it anymore I was out side by this stage his mum an dad where in there car his mum was saying just stop it boys my partner had said a few times to let our dog out he’s a big dog dangerous in this situation. I didn’t let our dog out the wrestling kept going my partner was asking him to stop.. he was saying tap out cunt tap out he couldn’t ..

I don’t have a very good bond with his brother he has hit me before an I just don’t trust him . At this stage I was scared so I let the dog out an the dog did nothing at all .. my partners mum was yelling at me calling me names saying I was a fucking idiot for letting the dog out .. but he wasn’t doing anything at all.. so they got in the car to leave an his mum was mouthing off at me an I wasn’t saying anything I had my 10 month old daughter my partner called his mum a slut because of all the horrible things she was saying to me in front of our daughter. His brother comes back an says how dare you call your mum a slut an my partner said look at what she was saying to me an his brother said I don’t care don’t called your mum a slut, then everything just got worse his brother hit my partner in the face an kept fight his so bad his got a really bad black eye. His brother put 2 holes in my walls an his mum kick my garage door,

At this stage I was calling the police an they where on there way..

The fight just got worse his brother kicked my dog it the stomach. An it just turned my partner the fight got worse my partner had a shifter in his pocket went to throw it at his brother .. I’m so angry at this by the way . It hit his mum in the head by accident. An then everyone was on my partner beating him up, I went in side to call the police to see where the fuck they where . They where coming ... his mum followed me into my house an said : YOU you little cunt of a thing it was your fault you let that fucking dog out an I just kept saying get the fuck out of my house I repeated it about 10 times an she says I’m not leave this isn’t your house, I said well it is, she puts her arm on the shelf an says no your ugly cunt your lucky your holding you that baby . An I said get the fuck out of my house I was yelling it I kicked her in the stomach at said get out now ! She had her car keys an tried to shive me in the neck with them an I yelled an said get out get out. I had my daughter in my arms if it had of got her.... i was so shankin up they where all still Fighting In the garage the next door neighbors tried to stop it I am so embarrassed that this has happened I Told them to leave... the fight stopped an my partners dad come inside an stayed at our house .. he was over it. My partner went to the shower an was crying in there then the police come . My partner told them to leave then that was it i went to be to try an get my daughter to sleep I didn’t sleep that whole night I feel traumatised an

I’m not ok .