I lucked out, guys. I have never been more sure about someone... I can't imagine my life without him in it. Never, in a million years, did I think I would find someone like him: funny, kind, thoughtful, and handsome to boot. He makes me laugh constantly, and just being near him makes me so at ease. He makes even the times when my depression is at its worst bright and some of the best of my life. I don't ever want anyone else. Yeah, we fight, we bicker. I nitpick, he's blunt and brash, but at the end of the day, we apologize, talk it out, hug and then cuddle. (Cuddling is my favorite part of the day; listening to his heartbeat makes me so calm.) I have no doubt that without him in my life, I would not be on this Earth. I know I can turn to him when I am feeling suicidal or feeling really bad about myself and there will be nothing but love, warmth, and support, as well as a big hug. I married one of my best friends. I married a man I want our son to be like. I married a man I want my daughter to learn from. I married the love of my life.