Still adjusting/surviving?

Anyone else feel like they’re just going through the motions. Get up, breastfeed, pump, dishes, feed, tummy time, walk, feed etc until bath and bedtime...

Not to say I haven’t gone out and seen friends and family or ran errands... it’s just I’m exhausted. I can’t fit into any clothes (not even my pregnancy clothes bc they’re too big.) I’m too tired to exercise or meal prep. I’m lucky if I make chicken and veggies for dinner instead of cereal. I have to go back to work soon and I don’t know how I’m going to survive. I just want to cry. Also I spilt breastmilk this morning and GOT finale was awful so I’m just sad in general 😭