hi, so it’s confusing to explain but i have a boyfriend right and we go to different schools , we barely see each other and it’s kinda frustrating then there’s guy i lost my virginity too and i had my first kiss with and like i like him like i do but i think it’s because i did shit with him and my boyfriend he’s the sweetest thing like idk but it gets annoying to me sometimes how much he likes me and how i’m thinking of the other guy but it’s only when i’m not with my boyfriend. i don’t know what to do, like i don’t want to cheat on my boyfriend but the other guy is tempting and is like different and toxic idk but i always go for the douchy guys and don’t see how wonderful my boyfriend is im so stupid omg