2nd child fears

Courtnie • 27. Happily married. I'm a mom of Angel baby boy👼, a rainbow baby girl🌈, and my surprise pot of gold baby boy 🍀 due Sept 2019

I am absolutely terrified of the thought of having another child. This is definitely a fear I didnt expect to have. I think my 2 year old daughter is the greatest thing ever and it's amazing watching her grow and learn new things every day. I'm looking forward to the experience of having a son, but I'm so worried that I wont feel about him the way I feel about her, and he deserves better than that. I'm sure its irrational and I hope the saying is true, that your heart just expands when the new baby gets here.