How to stay positive

I was TTC for 3 years kinda lost hope between 3 and 4 but figured it was for the best since I was finishing cosmetology school and did not have a job and decided if I could help it I wanted to give the most for my baby if 💩 hit the fan and I could completely provide on my own. Between year 3-4 of TTC I did not have a period for almost a year so when I finally got a job after unemployment from leaving the military I decided to get on birth control .

They helped me so much !! I got my flow back (: (yes I took hormone tests which said I was fine and I've also had 2" cysts found on my ovaries that they claim were because I in fact did ovulate)

So there's was a time last month where I accidentally forgot multiple pills and I just felt pregnant and I was late and in extreme pain that my bf even said wasn't normal for me because usually my breast and cramping would stop as soon as my period started .. two days before I was going to test it decided to pop up :(

My bf said he himself thought I was and got excited and I admitted I did to because I did not consider it much of a "scare" (other than. Pain I thought was ectopic) but I would have thought of it as a blessing ..so here's to month one of trying again and this time it using ovulation tests and I was so proud to see that on Mother's Day (which this year fell on my bf's birthday) I got a positive on my ovulation tests! I figured it was a good idea to also show doctors if I need to see doctors again .

So ladies my question is what do you like to do when you get a negative to keep your mind off of it?

(please don't say wine)

I've thought of sushi and maybe a small tattoo anything you obviously can't do while pregnant maybe even some activities like skydiving (jk)