Weight & insecurities in relationships

Hey everyone!

I’m 20 & weigh 200 lbs

Before getting into my relationship I weighed 160lbs and was happy with the way my body looked, my waist was slim, my leges were toned and my stomach wasn’t FLAT but it was slim enough for me to finally we the kinds of clothes I wanted to wear.

The weight I’ve gained really drags me down, especially in social environments around slimmer girls. I’ve always hated taking pictures but now more than ever, when my boyfriend puts his arm around me in a pic I look giant. I don’t want to argue with my boyfriend bc I feel insecure. I want to feel confident and happy.

SO, I’ve started walking/running at least 2 miles every morning. I don’t have a job, so I’m at home all day lounging tbh.. I do laundry, cook, & clean. That’s about it..

I guess really what I’m posting for is just tips, motivation, and conversation..

Any supplements that helped anyone? Diets? Workout routine??

I cook at home often, and would rather do all my workouts outside rather than in a gym.