Separation anxiety

fran

Anyone else got separation anxiety its my 30th birthday in july my husband wont go away with the baby as he feels he wont cope well with the heat and we wont enjoy ourselfs with a cranky baby so his mum asked me to go on holiday for 4 nights with her and the older two kids 8 and 13 and my husband stay home.with the baby but i just can't bring myself.to leave the baby so i keep making excuses not to go but then i feel bad on the older two children because they have been asking to go on holiday we have been on holiday at least once a yearnfor the last few years but last one was January last year we went.to Disneyland paris before i was pregnant so it feels like a bit.longer i feel like if i book it i will worry about leaveing him i know his dad is perfectly capable of looking after him and.knows his routine ect but just can't bring myself to book it 😢