My PP sex experience.

Tried to have sex for the first time PP last night. Couldnt get into it. Probably because I just had a baby and feel like a dairy cow. Emphasis on the cow. Took a break. Tried again. Had a full blown panic attack and refused because I know it's going to hurt and I'm stressed out about some other stuff that is preventing me from relaxing. Cant wait to try again.🙄