I am 8.5 weeks and my nausea/hunger today is out of control. It’s making me super emotional because no matter how much I eat, my stomach is twisted up in knots and growling just minutes after I eat. Eating is so difficult because of the nausea on top of that and I have eaten at least triple what I normally do, so all day has just been one giant physical and emotional struggle. This is my worst day yet. My husband is at work 16 hours a day the last month and will be until the end of July and I’m starting to get resentful because I feel like I’m dealing with this totally alone. He just laughs when I tell him how much I’m struggling and thinks I’m exaggerating because I haven’t thrown up yet. I don’t know how to help him understand how difficult this is. His mentality is “well you’re not even that pregnant” but as we all know, the first trimester is often the hardest! This is my fifth pregnancy with four prior miscarriages and I want this baby so bad. Trying so hard to feel nothing but gratitude but this is still really hard.