ok so I have had this weird crush on my friend since January 2018 and I cant get over it, and I tried asking him out but I was a coward. I was talking to him today when he said something like "Im gay and stupid" and I said "Youre always gay and stupid" and he asked me how much movie theatre tickets cost, and I told him and he said something about asking a guy out nd now I have depression. Is there anyway to get over my pathetic crush on him?

(and b4 u ask why I would ask him out, im trans-)