I'm goin to try to sum it up as best as I can without making this long.if you were in a marriage where there was abuse and degrading and make you feel like your not really anything special and make u feel ugly not wanted,hes an alcoholic and wants to change after 2 yrs of being together and now that you've pulled your last straw of being someone that is their everything would try counseling or just say f it like I want and leave..its time to leave right..for the better.?I want him to know hes f***** up.i want him to hurt the way I do.