So i have been pursuing this guy for about 6 months now he hasn’t been pursuing me and i kept trying to force a conversation with him that i could never get out of him. I’ve slept with him thinking things would get better and they haven’t it just been the same. Every time i saw him in person i just felt worthless and just friend to him he didn’t see me more than just a fuck buddy but i cut him off and i feel better, I’m still hurt but i realized that I deserve more and that everything happens for a reason. I’m not tryna throw a pity party or anything i promise I’m just siting in my car thinking about life right now and decided to write this I’m good 😂 just want to let y’all know y’all are beautiful and don’t ever chase after a man they suppose chase after you and if they don’t realize your worth now they will later so fuck em !