I think I want to do it alone

I feel awful thinking this way but I kind of want to give birth by myself. I just don’t think my SO will be able to handle being there for the process. It’s not that he’s an asshole or anything it’s just he doesn’t handle stressful situations very well sometimes. I just think it’d be easier to do it on my own instead. I did my first by myself, I know I can do it again.