I’m very manipulative **edit**

In every relationship I’ve ever been in I’ve been very manipulative and basically shaped them into the person I wanted them to be and by the time i turned them how I want them to be I didn’t care anymore and left the relationship and I now have a few guys completely obsessive over me because of this. My current bf it’s the same deal I’ve made him exactly how I want him to be and I love him and think he’s the one but I want to change my ways I just don’t know how to stop. I can literally get whatever I want, if my mind is set on it there’s no turning back and I know I can, and will get it. Not just in a relationship but with anything because once again I’m very manipulative. I’m pretty sure I got this from my mom because she’s very but I know her so it doesn’t work with me and I’ve learned how to make it seem like I’m not manipulating anything, I can make myself look so innocent and pretend to not have a clue, but really I know exactly what I’m doing. I’m just too good at it and I need to stop it’s almost scary, I just don’t know how *sigh* any one else go through this?

Edit: I know I’m admitting to this and it’s because I want to change I’m not proud of it.