Still feeling sad

Kim

I had a mc on New Year’s and I’m still grieving! I find myself crying out of no where, thinking about how i would be 7 months along, wed have the room completed, a name picked out and almost ready to welcome baby... but all that was taken away in one day, a few heartbreaking hours.. i had to go to the hospital and have a d&c done the day i found out the baby had no heartbeat....i try so hard to put my heart aside and be soo happy for everyone who is expecting in my life right now, and who have recently had a baby...but it’s so hard to not want to ahead a tear and I’m not sure how to cope anymore... i didn’t know this would be so hard for me! Thank you for listening