So my boobs are a size 38 DDD (last time I checked). I say last time I checked because I always buy/wear sports bras now every single day all day except for when I’m asleep. When I was younger I complained to my doctor about it yet he suggested weight loss. I was 16 and weighed 120 pounds, very active... my “friends” at school would call me a slut or any other “degrading” names because I would wear shirts that fit me and a regular t shirt bra like any 16 year old yet it made me extremely self conscious and has made me feel the need to cover up everything. I don’t want people to see

My back hurts like a mf all the time, I can hardly sleep a lot of the nights. Still to this day 21 years old I can’t get a bra that’ll fit me right in my small town.

I’m really not sure what to do.

I’ve wanted to check into getting a reduction but I don’t have the money for that, I wouldn’t think insurance would cover it...

Some advice would be nice on how to deal with the back pain, personal experiences, I just want to know I’m not alone...