Today is my birthday, I thought for sure we were out this month. We weren't trying, we had sex 4 times this month and I wasn't tracking my ov. In all honesty after 18 month we'd given up all hope. Loss after loss, heartbreak after heartbreak, I'd had enough and couldn't do it any more. I went for my d21 test for last ditched attempt at getting clomid prescribed as I don't ovulate every month. My results came back at 49nmol/l and were really good and high for me, consultant said no to clomid. I broke down, I cried. That was our last hope and then it was over. Yesterday I dicided to test, I don't know why, I just had tests lying around, expecting a negative as according to the app I am only 9dpo. To my complete and utter shock I got a blazing, in your face positive I couldn't believe it, I'm only 9dpo I don't normally get even a faint line until a week after missed af. I rang my consultant and went for bloods, my hcg was at 56! I still can't get over it. I am really hoping our little rainbow will stick! Keep going ladies!