I need some serious advise here. I feel like I should tell my boyfriend that before we had started dating I had sent nudes to someone in our school. And that I felt pressured a lot in doing so. I know he doesn’t need to know but it’s just bothering me so much and I’ve never really told anybody. I was constantly under control of this toxic person and I didn’t realize it until all the damage was done. I feel guilty and ashamed of what I did. I never wanted to but I thought that he cared and he didn’t. He just wanted my body and that fucking hurts. I felt mortified and I really wish I could just forget it but I can’t. It’s unfortunately apart of me and I hate it so so much. And I don’t know if should tell my boyfriend or not. He knows everything about me, and he gets all the hardships I’ve gone through but I don’t know if he’d be angry over this one. I don’t think he would but the anxious side of me says he does. The guy that constantly asked me for nudes made me feel worthless and I felt like I was such a fucking idiot. I just really wish it was easy for me to tell my partner because I don’t want anything to be a secret between us.

Please help really, I need it.