Sooo... I’m 19, just finished my first year of college. I’ve been wanting a baby for so long. Like it’s more than just baby fever. I feel so emotionally ready for a baby. I was on birth control for 2 years, and been off of it for one year. I just had my first period since 2016. It was rough. But anyway, no body else wants me to have a baby. My boyfriend of 3 years doesn’t feel “ready”, my mom said it would be a stupid idea to get pregnant this young because I would lose all my “fun years”. None of my friends support my want. I feel so completely alone... And now that my boyfriend knows I started my period and could possibly be fertile again, he won’t have sex with me. Or he will but he won’t finish. I feel so alone, and idk what to do. I’m financially good, and emotionally and mentally ready for a child. I need advice 😭