Almost 10 months PP

My baby is nearly 10 months old and I’ve only been away from her twice and it was only an hour both times. My mom thinks it’s unhealthy how I don’t want anyone to watch her because I don’t want her away from me. I tell her, I will let her have her overnight when I’m done breastfeeding at hopefully a year(she takes bottles too). I just feel like she needs me and I need her and I can’t be away from her. I feel guilty and nervous just thinking about it. I don’t know how to not feel anxious about it. Also, is it really that unhealthy or just a normal momma feeling?