I'm 34 weeks & 1 day. I'm so done. I'm sick of having contractions. I'm just done!

I've been told I can give birth any day now & I just want our daughter here.

I been having Proedonal labor (I can't remember how to spell it) its basically in nutshell contractions, real labor contractions that don't dilate your cervix. Its not braxton hicks. I wish it was! It's been going on since I was 30 weeks. I've basically been in labor in away for a month.

I'm trying to stay positive because I want a drug free VBAC. I'm just having a hard time staying positive because nobody I know has this before. So they don't understand. They think I'm over reacting.

Has one else had or have this condition? I want to go drug free but I'm so done with the time. I'm afraid I'm going to call it quits.

I'm having my cervix checked every week & so far I'm closed & mucous plug is 100% but she's

descended into my pelivs.

With my son I went fully closed, 100% mucous plug to 6cm, needing my water broke, emergncy c-section in 12 hours. So I'm fully aware she come anytime. And its looking this way again.