Do I confront him?

Okay so last week my boyfriend and I were talking about possibly getting engaged, he then told me “I’ve had the ring for a year” and pulled it out to try on for size so he had a rough idea if it was to small or too big.

I was over the moon, ‘this man really is taking us seriously’ or so I thought. Today I find out he ordered this ring 2 months before we had even met.. for his ex.

He had me try on HIS FUCKING EXES ENGAGEMENT RING, lied to me about only having it since last year and it being for me so now I feel like a complete idiot.

I’ve told my mom, sister and close friends about it because I thought it was him getting ready to take the next step and now I don’t know anymore?

Its going through my head that he only did it because we were talking about it so he would look good and how hes always told me that he’s never wanted to get married but he wants to marry me which turns out is complete bullshit

Sorry it’s so long I just don’t know what to think at this point, I feel lied to, cheated and like a complete fucking idiot.

** i don’t feel cheated on I feel cheated out of what was an amazing moment for me and our relationship