Trying so hard to be ok

Laura

It’s been the hardest couple of weeks. It’s taken me that long to be able to say the words without breaking down. I lost the baby. I was about 7 weeks. We only knew I was pregnant for a week before it happened.

I started bleeding on a Monday and it stopped on the following Saturday. The bleeding stopped and I haven’t been bleeding for a week. Today when I go to the toilet and wipe there is brown discharge on the tissue. It varies in amount each time.

I really thought that it was finally over and I could start to try and be less sad all the time. It’s just feels like a constant reminder of what we lost.

Wish I knew how long it will last