Frustrated asf.

6 months and everything is the same, I track everything, start testing at 9dpo, af shows up. This shit is so hard. And then there's people (like my cousin) who say "it's not that difficult, just lay down and make a baby". After a miscarriage and 4 chemicals I swear I just want to give up. Except I cant. All I do is take care of everyone else's kids and care for everyone. I was born to be a mother. And I have to keep trying until I am one.

Ps I'm sorry I just needed to vent ☹️