Anyone else?

Anyone else having a hard time adjusting to their new schedule and responsibilities? Baby boy is 5 weeks old and I am still asking myself “ what have I done?” And I’m still missing my old, easier life. When I see him I am completely smitten. But my mind is still asking these questions. I compare myself to others and wish I could do the things that people with one or no kids do and I keep saying “ well you gave that up!” What is with this negative self talk?!? Wishing I could just move on.