Advise/Help Coping with BV

So I was told by my doctor that I have BV, I took antibiotics and it went away. About 2-3 weeks later, I noticed the same smell that BV comes with, so I assumed it was BV, so I have been doing the recommended home care, like taking probiotic, eating less sugar, using a Boric Acid suppository (I use pHD) and it helps. I am visiting my gyn soon and hopefully she can help me with this, but honestly it’s recking my confidence and emotional state right now. I just feel gross and stupid for my sexual behavior. Any help/advice with coping? I would appreciate it so much❤️