Has anyone ever had

Okay... so this is weird. Has anyone ever had a weird crush but you don’t really like or want this person at all... like AT ALL. But you still feel all bruskahdbdhsuammfvs around them and want them to like you?

Okay... so listen I have this family friend I grew up with who is younger than me. Like way younger than me, but he’s so cute. I haven’t seen him in years, he’s not my type (at all), but he’s grown to be so cute and so like-able. It’s like I really want him to have a crush on me. I don’t have a real crush... but I def want him to like me for some reason and I feel so weird about it.

Idk if I’m just lonely or what but... can anyone relate?