Condom trouble

I’m getting married in September and have come off the pill in preparation for trying for a baby after the wedding. Because we don’t really want anything to happen before the wedding we have been using condoms and I HATE them! I’m pretty sure he does too. It’s just made sex so unsatisfying and I always feel so disappointed afterwards (i have never been disappointed before this, I always really enjoyed sex). I think we are just going to have to stick it out for the next few months because i don’t want to go back on the pill but it’s to frustrating and disheartening right before we are getting married 😩