14dptrigger/13dpiui Stark white tests....not even the faintest of lines. Back aches, cramps, migraines- af on her way.

I had such hopes for this cycle. Femara, gonalF, tigger, progesterone with 3 good mature follicles. I’m just so tired of the negatives. The one line showing up.

The hardest part is putting on a brave face and telling my husband it didn’t work when he had such good hopes for this try. Pushing my disappointment aside to show love and excitement at best friends baby shower. This journey is by far the most difficult,stressful, and hurtful I have ever had to take.

I know I am not alone, but it sure does feel like it at times like this. I know I’m not officially out till af shows up, but when you’ve never seen those two pink lines it doesn’t seem like a possibility.

Sorry, this is so long. I needed to get it out before I face the day. Thanks.