TRIGGER ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️

I just had my baby girl Ayla Rose March 4th

I started taking my birth control at 4 weeks

I ended up getting pregnant again at the beginning of this month around the 5th

I ended up losing the baby may 21st

I get waves of sadness on and off

But I’m numb and don’t know how to deal with the loss

This baby cried so much when I had the miscarriage she knew something was off

I just feel so bad because I lost her sibling

She keeps me happy but I just want to know if I did something wrong to lose my second child

My husband showed no emotion towards it at all and acted like nothing happened

I just need help to cope with the pain

This was about a few days before I miscarried she kept playing with my tummy and just wanted to be on my tummy

This was a day before I miscarried

I’m just numb and I don’t want to be

I want to be genuinely happy for my baby girl