I just need to get this all of my chest ☹️

So last Monday I started having brown discharge, then after intercourse I had some light pink bleeding. Tuesday morning I rang my midwife who told me to go to A&E. After a check my cervix was closed and they booked me in for a scan the next day. I was supposed to be 9 +5 weeks. At my scan the said I had 3 out of 4 things needed but was measuring at 5/6 weeks (which I knew was wrong Been ttc since November) no heartbeat. So they booked me in for the next Wednesday (today) to check for the heartbeat.

After I left last Wednesday I had a massive bleed clots and all I was finally admitted to hospital early Thursday morning discharged later that day. Told to do a pregnancy test the day before my scan if positive (which it was) to go through with the scan. Got to my scan appointment nothing seen so defiantly a miscarriage.

With a positive test and no baby I am so heartbroken. Only today has this all just hit me with the clarification. I just want to be able to try again but don’t no when. My bleeding is still very very very light hopefully it will go in next couple days.

Please let me know The is hope 👼🏼😢