Do you enjoy 69-ing?

My SO really likes it but I’m not a fan. He’s respects the moments that I move to avoid it but I feel like it throws a mini wrench in the sexual tension build-up or mental attraction that I need to even come close to orgasming. Any advice? Or insight into what I’m missing about the fun of 69-ing? I enjoy sucking dick so maybe I just don’t enjoy being eaten? Maybe he’s just bad at it?