AF has come 😔

So after being 2 days late, I’ve finally started having a little red when I wipe. Enough that I know it isn’t just implantation bleeding 😔 hate that I let myself get my hopes up and sit examining pg tests incase a faint Line magically appears. I have a 6 year old and had a mc previous to that and my partner has 2 children. So I know we can 🤷🏼‍♀️ just never realised how emotional ttc is after falling twice before on birth control