Since my dinners tomorrow I haven’t gone out at all. My mom ordered me pizza and a cookie pizza since I asked for it. However I want to get out of the house on my birthday and my mom keeps watching her shows. Despite telling me we don’t have time to do anything cus we have to get ready for my party

And 2 of my cousin haven’t acknowledged my birthday. The one cousin I don’t have the best relationship with but I always go to her shit and tell her happy bday and the other one I have a good relationship with and I have her on sc which means it shows her that it’s my bday. But she hasn’t said anything and also she follows me on Instagram and I’ve posted like 3 times today about my birthday. Idk.

Sometimes I feel like no one cares but ik its not true. However my depression gets the best of me.