Jealous of my best friend

My best friend is 41 and told me today that she’s pregnant with her fifth baby. I’m happy for her, but she wasn’t even trying to get pregnant! And she knew I have been for 5 months now. We have daughters 10 days apart (who are 2 now) so I’m hopeful that I’ll get pregnant this cycle so our babies can be close in age again. But I’m definitely feeling jealous that she got pregnant while not trying and i haven’t gotten pregnant yet. 😥

Sorry ladies, just needed to vent!